“Today I’ll be sharing with all of you my experiences of 2020. 2020 has been a year of profound transformation for me on so many levels. When I look back, I realize it all started when Covid-19 had just been spreading all around in the world and I was reading an article by Essence which mentioned that if we are to be of any service to the Collective, we should be working on clearing our 17/8 ATKI.

I just felt a strong Earth from inside to know what it is that I have brought with me which needs to be cleared. So, I contacted Essence for a session in which I got brilliant insights about my past life and it made very clear about things that I needed to work on to evolve my soul in this life.

I think that was the beginning of the transformations that I underwent later throughout this year. I have been having several health issues which after learning Reiki have been greatly reduced and my dependence on medicines has drastically decreased, but somehow I always felt physically weak to undertake all responsibilities.

So, I had a maid at my place to look after certain odd jobs. When India went under lockdown in March and my help stopped coming, the responsibility of the whole household of six fell on my shoulders. But somehow, I felt from inside that I should step up my responsibility and not to feel physically weak to undertake any job and then I found myself doing all the jobs happily without getting drained.

That was the first change I noticed in myself in years. Then in June my husband had covid and my children were also having fever and flu symptoms. That was a period of learning on so many levels. I learnt a lesson in patience, tolerance, compassion and to have faith in my abilities as an energy healer.

My husband is someone who has a fearful energy and gets scared of even the smallest of challenges. So, all my healing skills were put to the test during this period.

Looking back, I realize that this period gave me all opportunities to stand up in my own power and not get bogged down by any challenges thrown in my way.

Since the death of my father in 2017, my mother and my handicapped brother have been staying with me. My mother’s relationship has not been cordial with me since she started living at my place though we were the best of friends earlier. During covid, her relationship with me deteriorated further as we were all stuck inside the same place the whole day.

After having many difficult days with her, I started questioning myself that what is it she is reflecting to me which I need to change to make a relationship more harmonious. I started working on myself in a very rigorous way.

I realized all the wrongs which I was doing to her in my ego.

Then she fell seriously in the month of August and I took care of her with great love and affection and within a month’s time she was back on her feet. I can’t say that the work which I was doing on myself is complete, the transformation is still going on. There are some moments where we have arguments but unlike previous times, we are able to make up quickly.

There were several opportunities of learning also during the covid times. In the month of June, my cousin started a course inn numerology. To become more aware of the vibrations surrounding different numbers and alphabets ad to be able to see the bigger picture, I listened to her and to my inner urge.

This helped me to understand myself, my family, and my friends in a better way. I started guiding myself and my husband and children on how to overcome our weaknesses and utilize our strengths. I can’t say that I have fully mastered that subject.

I am still reading several books on the subject and doing numeroscopes for free for anyone asking for help. I also found myself attracted to crystal healing and enrolled myself in a course in November. It’s a 10 month course which I am still doing and becoming aware of different crystals.

Within a month’s time a dozen of crystals have found their way into my life and I am very grateful for their presence and healing energies.

Along with this, I have been listening to all the IKoK Chats. I have been getting valuable information and guidance from there. The meditations which we have been doing have been really transformational and have opened doors of new opportunities for me.